To Dance or Not To Dance {Private}

[Faye]

Sven was surprised with Matthew's reaction but quickly got a kiss in before he pulled away again. A new song was playing and Matthew had his arms around Sven's neck. Sven placed his arms around Matthew's middle, rubbing his sides softly. "Well... If you want to... like... be.. t-together.." He said nervously, looking away from Matt out of embarrassment.

"W..We can..." He tried his best to look Matthew in the eye but he couldn't, he didn't know how this stuff worked or anything. "But we would.. have to keep it secret.." He felt weird saying that.

[Nicolette]

Matt paused to think it over and he moved to take Sven's hand, leading him back to sit on the couch with him. He took the situation into consideration. Keeping the relationship a secret was, unfortunately, a must. Matt would ruin Sven's reputation as the Student Council Vice President... And Matt wasn't quite ready to have interaction with other students, even if it was for them to glare and hate him.

It was dangerous enough that he was trusting Sven so much. But... it wasn't like the man was going to find out his identity any time soon. He doubted they would get very intimate with their relationship, considering Sven seemed quite new to everything, so there was little chance that Sven would find out that way... He would just have to be extra careful...

He needed the distraction...

"I believe that can work for us." He said with a small smile, looking at the man next to him.

[Faye]

Noticing some seriousness within the situation, Sven felt his body tense up as he was led over to the couch to sit down. He sat close beside Matthew and was tempted to put his hand over his but stopped, to think for a moment. His first actual relationship might actually happen right now... he couldn't believe it, and it was with his room mate. No problems with not seeing each other, there. But... his major fear of falling in love was coming into play.

What was he going to tell him when the time came around!

He wasn't going to tell him anything.

He would try to keep it on a low profile and keep it to just a like. Really really like. For as long as he could.

"Really~?" He sounded excited, which was one of the feelings he loved to feel since it didn't turn him into anything. He wrapped his arms around Matthew and brought the boy close to him.

[Nicolette]

Matt's cheeks flushed to a pink color as he felt himself pulled into Sven's hold. It had been a while since he had been so willing to let someone touch him. He had been so distant since he left Germany two years ago... That and it was different to be held close to someone that wasn't Nickolaus, his mother, or his aunt.

He smiled a little and shut his eyes for a moment, enjoying the moment the had with the man. Anima's voice filled the room with a warm melody. The third song on the list was a solo by Anima and it was quite a haunting melody.

"Lithium, will nicht mich hinein einsperren. Lithium, will nicht vergessen, wie es ohne fühlt... Lithium, ich wollen verliebt in meinem Kummer bleiben. Ach, aber Gott, will ich, es gehen zu lassen." Her voice started before the hard chords of the guitar struck.

[Faye]

Sven slowly closed his eyes as he held Matthew gently against his chest, breathing as evenly as he could, he felt excited all over yet slightly paranoid. What if someone did find out about their relationship? Especially Nicolette... Oh he had no idea about her views on this sort of relationships. Maybe he should slip it into one of their conversations next time... Just to see. Hopefully she wouldn't be suspicious...

His thoughts were torn from him when he heard Anima's sweet melody flow from the stereo speakers and caress gently against his ear, comforting and relaxing him. He leaned back into the couch, slightly releasing his hold on Matthew. "She has such an amazing voice.." He spoke in almost a whisper.

[Nicolette]

The album they listened to brought back many memories. It was one of the last albums that they had released. They had released two English albums and one final German album after that before Matthew moved to America for reasons he was still trying to remember.

"Kommen Sie zu Bett, macht nicht mich allein schlafe. Könnte die Leere nicht verstecken, lassen Sie es zeigen. Nie hat es gewollt, so kalt zu sein. Nur hat genug nicht getrunken zu sagen, dass Sie mich lieben. Ich kann mich nicht festhalten, Fragt sich, was falsch mit mir ist."

Matthew's voice was soft as he softly hummed along with the verse, and continued to keep his eyes shut as he opened his mouth and sang in a soft, low tone, an octave below Anima's voice.

"Lithium, will nicht mich hinein einsperren. Lithium, will nicht vergessen, wie es ohne fühlt... Lithium, ich wollen verliebt in meinem Kummer bleiben."

He paused and opened his eyes, turning to gaze at his new boyfriend. "This song was one of the few that the lyrics weren't written by Zane. Anima had met with the lead singer of an American band who really admired Radiance. You see, Anima was the only one of Radiance who could speak fluent English." He smiled a little. "The singer of the American band wanted to do a song exchange; she would sing one of Radiance's songs in English if Anima would sing one of her band's songs in German."

[Faye]

Sven nodded at Matthew's explanation of Radiance, he knew so much about them it was quite strange. Did he like research them on the internet or something? Matt did come from Germany... there was probably more information about them there than there was on this little island...

"Heheh, you talk about them like you knew them personally... It's amazing," He smiled and continued to listen to the beautiful melody coming from their speakers.

[Nicolette]

Matt smiled a little, leaning himself closer to his boyfriend. The comment was a little unsettling, but he didn't mind too much considering Sven probably didn't really think that. He turned his face to look up at the man before leaning in and gently kissing his jaw.

"You wouldn't think it about me, but I'm a die-hard Radiance fan. They were the big thing back in Germany. They were really my only company."

[Faye]

Sven smiled as Matthew leaned over closer to him, he rested his head gently against Matthew's and closed his eyes for a moment, it was such a relaxing moment, if he wanted, he could just fall asleep listening to the wonderful melodies of Anima and Zane's voices and having Matthew close to him.

His life got just so much better over such little time.

"Ah..." He wasn't sure what else to say. He was feeling a little funny now, though, since the alcohol had worn off almost completely, his body felt limp and his head felt dizzy, not a headache but a little seedy. He sighed a bit.

[Nicolette]

Matt looked up at his boyfriend, noting how he seemed to be feeling the effects of the alcohol. He smiled a little and wiggled himself out of the man's hold before walking to the DVD player to turn the music off. He came back to Sven's side and he held his hands out.

"Come on, let's get you to bed."

[Faye]

A frown pierced Sven's lips as Matthew wiggled himself out of his hold, he wanted to sleep close to him on the couch, so he could sleep peacefully. He also wanted to fall asleep listening to Radiance, oh well.. He could do that with his iPod, really, but it seemed more special to fall asleep listening to it with Matthew.

He took Matthew's hands and rose up from the couch, feeling comfortable standing so close to the younger boy now. "Aww... But I wanted to fall asleep on the couch with you..." He muttered quietly. Sleeping curled up next to him in a bed sounded far more comfortable, though.

[Nicolette]

Matt's cheeks flushed red at the man's comment and he took hold of Sven's hand as he led him toward the bedroom. He opened Sven's door and led him inside, pushing him toward the bed as he watched him. He wasn't sure if he had quite been invited to spend the night with him, so he decided to just choose to stand there and look around awkwardly until Sven said something.

[Faye]

Sven stumbled a little as they began walking but that was only because he had been sitting for so long and he was beginning to feel limp and weird from the alcohol wearing off, alcohol does weird things to you, apparently. He flopped down on one side of his bed as they entered his room, he then noticed Matthew wasn't following him and was just standing in the door way, looking confused and unsure.

"Well?" He said, patting the empty space on his bed beside him.

[Nicolette]

Matt flushed a little more before letting the door shut behind him as he took a few steps towards the bed. He walked to the side and crawled onto it, moving into the empty space that Sven had requested he lay down on. He laid on his back, turning his head to look at the male next to him with a small smile.

"Get to sleep, Sven. It's been a long night and Saturday or not, I'm sure Nicolette's going to have a lot of questions for you tomorrow."

[Faye]

"Yeah, yeah..." Sven said, brushing off what Matthew said with a sleepy voice, his eyes drooping enough that they finally closed. Sven moved closer to Matthew, lying on his side so he could hold the boy close to him, to sleep soundly. He nuzzled his head into Matthew's neck and soon fell to sleep, a world full of happy dreams for once.