To Dance or Not To Dance {Private}

[Faye]

The silence was soothing as he saw no reluctance in Matthew's eyes. Sven continued to stroke his lip until he found it was a little weird now and slowly took his hand away, his fingers gently brushing against his cheek as his hand fell to his side again. He bit his own lip softly for a moment as he looked into Matthew's eyes, there was just something so warm and alluring about Matthew that made him just want to...

What? Kiss him? Um okay... they had known each other for two months and now he was-- He acted before thinking it through. Sven's lips were now laid upon Matthew's, soft lips, a strange, warm and ecstatic feeling surged like electricity through Sven's body as he kissed him.

The realisation kicked in a few seconds later. Sven stopped suddenly and took a few steps back. "Ah...! I.. I'm sorry.." Matt would probably be pretty creeped out by now...

[Nicolette]

Matt gazed up into Sven's eyes, keeping eye contact for as long as he could. It felt nice to be able to look at someone without hiding his eyes... It was comforting. He brought a hand up to adjust the glasses a little and as his hand dropped, he noticed Sven was moving closer to him. He never broke eye contact and his heart began to thud harder in his chest.

What was...OH! Matt's eyes widened as he felt his crush's lips press against his. His breathing stopped and, hell, he was pretty sure his heart had stopped as well. He felt warm with the man's lips on his own...

He felt his body protest when Sven quickly pulled back and put a distance between them. He was about to voice that protest, but he stopped himself. Instead, he rose his eyes to look at Sven before smirking and taking a step back.

"I know I'm irresistable, Sven." He teased with a wink. "No need to remind me."

[Faye]

He could now hear his heart pounding in his ears, it was so loud he was pretty sure Matthew could hear it too. Oh what did he just do? Matthew wasn't... well... interested in him like that was he? Right...? But the touching from before... and the sudden forgiveness for nearly choking him.. It made sense. Why, though..?

A small, unwanted laugh escaped Sven's lips as Matthew teased and winked at him, those words sent that electricity over him once again and he felt himself being pulled back closer to Matthew. His breathing was heavy and his body trembled a little more than before, "Then you wouldn't mind if I did it again..." He returned Matthew's smirk and felt a little more at ease. His lips pressed back against the soft lips they had touched before.

[Nicolette]

If Matt were to die right then and there, he would die a happy person. He shut his eyes and brought his hands to grip the front of the man's shirt, letting his lips gently move against the other male's.

Oh, how he was in absolute heaven! He felt as if he had seriously died and gone to heaven. Had Sven killed him earlier and now he was experiencing the most amazing thing ever?

Sven... He tasted like coffee. His kissing was gentle and it reminded him so much of Nickolaus... At this thought, Matt's hands grabbed tighter at Sven's shirt, pulling him down even closer as his lips moved more desperately against Sven's.

Years without a single call or a single letter... Matt deserved to be able to do this!

[Faye]

Sven choked out a small gasp between kisses as Matthew pulled at his shirt and pulled him even closer. He pressed his body against Matthew's slightly so they were even closer than before but closer enough so it didn't hurt Sven's neck from leaning down so far. Matt was a lot shorter than he was.

That electricity fired through him and he felt weak at the knees, his heart pounding in his ears. It felt so amazing, why hadn't he done this earlier? What happened outside in the hall no longer lingered around his mind. He just concentrated on moving his lips against Matthew's. His first kiss was his roommate, eh..? He felt.. weird, he was in twelfth grade and he hadn't kissed anyone before and now he was...

He couldn't help but stop for a moment, looking into Matthew's eyes again, "What... How long have you... wanted this?" He couldn't help but ask but after his realisation... well not really a realisation, more of a hunch, he couldn't help but wonder how long Matthew had felt like this. Whether or not it was just the heat of the moment or... Something else...

[Nicolette]

Matt was a little disappointed when the man pulled away, but he knew it was for a good reason. The question caused Matt's eyes to lock with Sven's.

"My crush started the minute I saw you... You reminded me of an old lover. I admired you from afar for a month and a half, until you talked to me... And I thought that the heavens were blessing me. I've found out more and more about you, and it left me craving for more..."

He was so tempted to tell Sven his secret... But he shut his mouth for a moment... No... It was for his own protection. No one could know... As far as anyone knew, Katherine Serenity Friedrich no longer existed.

[Faye]

The words Matthew spoke caused Sven's heart to beat even faster and the electricity shooting throughout his body was beginning to make him feel weak and his whole body went limp but he still remained standing, holding Matthew close against him, looking into those lovely green eyes. A relieved smile was laid out on his face.

"R..really? Wow... that's like when you first moved in... But why..? I'm not really... all that interesting..." He was still tripping over his words and was having extreme trouble getting his sentences together so they made sense.

He brought a hand up to gently brush against Matthew's cheek, feeling how soft his skin, it was so... different, his skin wasn't as soft, well to him it didn't feel that way.

[Nicolette]

Matt could see this was all pretty new to the male. He brought his hand up to gently touch Sven's cheek before slipping it down to take his hand. He turned and led the taller male over to the couch, making him sit down before he sat down next to him.

"Wouldn't want you collapsing or anything..." He said with a small smile, bringing his hand up to gently brush some hair from his odd, but nicely, colored eyes. He leaned his side into the couch, bringing his legs to curl next to him.

"You're interesting to me, Sven. You were always so calm and collected... I... I wanted to see through that. I wanted to see who you were beneath the mask."

[Faye]

A pleased smile formed on top of his relieved one when Matthew led him down to the couch, he was pretty sure that by now if he didn't have such a strong will to be able to stand up he would be flat on the kitchen floor by now. That would hurt. Like a lot. Really. He felt comfortable sitting close by the younger male and gently ran his fingers over Matthew's hand and fingers, amazed at how soft they were. His attention was all on Matthew but his eyes were focused on what he was doing.

"I..I don't know what I am beneath... this mask.." There were so many things he couldn't feel, so many things he didn't want Matthew to know. So far Matthew only knew what happened when he felt strong frustration.

He wanted it to stay like that... But he was sure something would change soon.

[Nicolette]

The smaller of the two looked up at the face of his upperclassman, noting the expression it took when he spoke. He brought a hand up to gently touch Sven's cheek again, brushing his thumb over the cheek bone as he looked up through his thick lenses.

This whole thing felt like a dream. Sven wasn't pushing him away... He was accepting this... Again, the urge to tell the man everything was bubbling in his chest, but he knew he couldn't... The hand that Sven was touching clenched a little and Matt looked up at Sven.

"K...Kiss me..." He whispered, his voice pleading. He needed to lose himself in Sven's scent, his taste, his touch...

[Faye]

For a few more moments, Sven continued to play around with Matthew's fingers, tracing over his veins that were slightly visible and looking at how delicate his fingers looked, quite feminine, it was so... Just amazing, he didn't realise he could feel like this about someone. However, something killed him in on the inside.

The feeling he always felt, the one where he knew this couldn't go much further. He wouldn't be able to fall in love with Matthew.

Not ever...

Hearing Matthew's pleading voice and his request, Sven froze up a little bit and hesitated. He was caught off guard and had no idea what to do. He took a deep breath and leaned forward, resting his forehead against Matthew's and waited a little bit, his lips nearly touching his, almost as if he was teasing him but he wasn't, he wouldn't know if he was, anyway. His slowly shut his eyes and pressed his lips against Matt's, letting his mind get lost within the kiss and the electricity and warmth surged through him once again.

[Nicolette]

The taste of coffee finally touched Matt's lips and he could feel his mind clouding over as he slid his eyes shut. He brought his hands up, his fingers gently touching the man's jawline as he moved his lips, almost desperately, against Sven's.

Sven Carlisle was a mystery to him, just as he was a mystery to Sven. What would the man say if he found out his room mate, the one he was kissing... Wasn't exactly what he believed him to be? Hell... What would the man say if he found out his room mate was once the German-pop idol, Anima?

The thoughts scared him because he thought of rejection and he clung more desperately to Sven, one hand moving to grip the man's shirt while the other hand continued to brush across his jaw.

[Faye]

Once again, his entire body fell limp and he just let the clouding over happen, nothing else seemed to matter anymore, he didn't let the fact that he could never feel anything more for Matthew other than an extreme like. But it didn't matter at the moment, all that mattered was Matthew and the fact that he was actually kissing him right now.

He felt Matthew cling more to him and grip his shirt, which pulled him closer to him. Sven rested his hand on his shoulder, his fingers gently gripping Matthew's t-shirt, he felt he had no control over himself anymore but it not longer mattered. Nothing did. It was... it was strange, he had never felt this way before. He hadn't been able to let himself.

Why... Why was he now? What made Matthew so different?

Their kiss eventually slowed and stopped, Sven was finding it hard to keep his balance so he gingerly drew back from Matthew's lips, breathing evenly... Trying to anyway. "Sorry.. I just... There's just so much.. I don't understand." It tore Sven to say that, he was so used to being calm and collected. Having to hold that mask up for so long sunk in enough for him to believe it, too.

[Nicolette]

When their lips parted, Matt moved and his forehead fell against Sven's shoulder. He shut his eyes tight, trying to keep himself calm as he took a few deep breaths. He had to keep a hold of himself... Even if the tears were pooling and threatening to spill.

"I apologize... For all of this suddenly happening..." He whispered, afraid his voice would break if he rose it any louder.

[Faye]

"Don't be,"

He smiled to Matthew, it radiating a warmth that hadn't been around before, it was different from the normal smiles he used to give him. It held a little more affection this time. "I'm just... I.." he trailed off for a moment, he was trying his best to muster up enough courage to tell Matthew he hadn't done this before. He hung his head a little, "You're... you're my... My first... kiss, and I'm just trying to... understand how.. this is meant to go..." He swallowed hard and looked back up at Matthew with am embarrassed expression and tilted his head to the side a little.